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Mariana
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just a little about my lame existence

i love the cinema snob, granola bars, cycling, and dogs.

not a fan of family guy, mayo, volleyball, or centipedes.

and i'm an animal and human rights activist. without the SJW nonsense.

enjoy.
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i received a 3 on both my AP english literature & studio art class
in all honestly i'm not surprised i didn't do very well in studio art so that's fine, but...
WHY ENGLISH LITERATURE? my teacher said that during the pretest i got the highest score she's ever seen. that doesn't mean i'm a genius but SURELY i didn't deserve a Frifckling THREE


i am so angry at my stupidity and for thinking i ever had a chance to be something great. i wanted to be a professor !! HAH. i can barely type as you can plainly see. the pressure to preform makes me so nervous i can barely function and i mess up and now i'll never go to a good college, much less NYU like i've dreamed of for so long. I'm tired of trying so hard with everything and my effort not getting me anywhere. I have no extreme talents or values. Life is so pointless at times.
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: Sober by Tool
  • Watching: Steven Universe
  • Eating: Fudge Tracks Ice Cream
  • Drinking: Diet Dr. Pepper

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i received a 3 on both my AP english literature & studio art class
in all honestly i'm not surprised i didn't do very well in studio art so that's fine, but...
WHY ENGLISH LITERATURE? my teacher said that during the pretest i got the highest score she's ever seen. that doesn't mean i'm a genius but SURELY i didn't deserve a Frifckling THREE


i am so angry at my stupidity and for thinking i ever had a chance to be something great. i wanted to be a professor !! HAH. i can barely type as you can plainly see. the pressure to preform makes me so nervous i can barely function and i mess up and now i'll never go to a good college, much less NYU like i've dreamed of for so long. I'm tired of trying so hard with everything and my effort not getting me anywhere. I have no extreme talents or values. Life is so pointless at times.
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: Sober by Tool
  • Watching: Steven Universe
  • Eating: Fudge Tracks Ice Cream
  • Drinking: Diet Dr. Pepper
i'm really bored so if you give me any character from any of the games i'll probably make a lil' doodle of them and upload it :-)
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Majority Report with Sam Seder
  • Reading: A Game of Thrones
  • Eating: Butter Pecan Ice Cream
  • Drinking: Diet Dr. Pepper
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just a filler photo from my instagram ?? i liked it regardless

this was taken right next to my school, since the building is surrounded by farms. the cows are so sweet :o)
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hating myself and my family and my future

also eating double chocolate cookies while thinking about how ugly and fat i am lol
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: Cats and Kids by Chris Garneau
  • Reading: A Game of Thrones
  • Watching: Secular Talk
  • Eating: Box of Double Chocolate Cookies

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:iconrufflebee:
rufflebee Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2014
ur getting old
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PaperRat Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
at least im not a bumblebee
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DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for adding my work to your collection
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PaperRat Featured By Owner Jun 2, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem :D
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angellove94 Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2013   Writer
hi!! you seem really cool to talk to and ur really! pretty do u live in minnesota?
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PaperRat Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
uh yes !!
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angellove94 Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2013   Writer
me too!!! (: 
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PaperRat Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
cool
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hallo-ich-Liebe-dich Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2013  Student Writer
thanks for the fave!
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PaperRat Featured By Owner Jul 27, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem kid c:
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