PaperRat

best weekend ever fr. its all downhill from here. it is what it is, but i gotta say getting to talk to my favorite band ever ever ever for like an hour or something is so crazy and it makes all the other bullshit of existence seem worth it

actually realized how i used to check this site like every other month and i basically havent at all cause i barely draw and my "personality" is listening to music now. and thats all i post about on twitter and instagram too essentially. but actually want to get back into drawing seeing my mutuals posts and its like damn theyve gotten really good, thats inspiring to me. i havent improved with my art since high school and that shit is just depressing. want to be able to create again

annual check in just checking in to see how the year is going for you guys its dogshit for me just garbage maybe rivaling the worst years of my life. 2020 wasnt even in the top but this might be a contender for sure. worthless hopeless misery. uhhh hope its cool for you guys though. not sure how that would be the case, but i wish the best (also this stupid site should let you crop journal cover images wtf)

i could have sworn i posted in this a few times this year and then i see i havent anyways are all my homies dead or what